There was a job I was trying to get for four months that I found out last week wasnt going to happen. Theres just so much thats still been left unsaid, and I can feel it all bubbling to the surface. Thats toxic! Made me look like an asshole. And I know this is a bad idea. That part is forgivable. You must be logged in to reply to this topic. This site is not intended to provide and does not constitute medical, legal, or other professional advice. I have a place to live, a healthy family, and no health problems of my own. Its inertia, the path of least friend resistance. I dont even know why I was included in that chat when they obviously could have cared less about the effort I put into my holiday parties. All I can say is that while she is still outwardly attractive, the waning of my actual feelings for her has left me cold about making love to her. I dont like my best friends anymore. Your Best Friend Avoids Seeing You. Its okay for you to explain this to them or just to disappear. You have only one life and need to enjoy the time you send onghis earth not be stres Pearl Nash As for my other two friends, they're also tied down and busy with school, jobs, and personal issues they've been dealing with. It makes sense that you will stop liking your friends if you feel like your friends dont care about you anymore. If your friends purposely exclude you or put you down, being around them wont feel good. You dont have to end a friendship just because someone did something to hurt you. We can learn to overcome some differences. Just move on. Im studying to be a physical therapist. Maybe shes a hollow shell of a human being who can only fill the void with high-end food from tasty catering shops. Next up are emotional attraction and connection. November 28, 2022, 2:43 pm, by I was blown away by how kind, empathetic, and genuinely helpful my coach was. Ending one friendship may cause ripples if youre part of the same group. Well, he uses techniques derived from ancient shamanic teachings, but he puts his own modern-day twist on them. So much this, people change its all part of growing up. 1. Ive struggled with work in the past several years, and I literally never hear the end of it. Whenever Im out with her I want to shout to strangers to help me and call the love police to save me: Help me! Signs you're outgrowing friends. Is it midlife stuff? Even if youre not in the happiest of relationships or have realized that the person youre with isnt your forever mate, its understandable that a part of you might want to cling to the good stuff right now, notes Mary Grace Garis. Im dealing with the same thing. I have a graduate degree in Psychology and Ive spent the last 15 years reading and studying all I can about human psychology and practical ways to hack our mindsets. If you dont wish to remain friends from this girl then fair enough but tell her, its the decent thing to do, dont just ditch her etc, because it makes her just as bad as you. I've been friends with someone for some years, but it's like I don't even wanna go out with them most of the time. Do you really want to be a physical therapist? The thought of them makes me angry. Then college started. 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Theyll tell you stories about hopping freight trains in Nevada while the robot they built brings you a drink from the mini-fridge in their warehouse loft. Everybody finds out you were mad at them that whole time! by I kept asking my group everyday if they were down and they all kept telling me yes yes. Be better and the bigger guy. I know there are insecurities that make my girlfriend so suspicious and possessive. there seems to be a marked intensity to everyones personality these days that causes them to act out in very selfish ways, as though they are trying to heal themselves by hurting you. Youre just jealous! Zora, the fast-talking goddess of interpersonal generosity will snap at you when you start casting aspersions on other peoples spending habits. Alteast that's my opinion.. Until one day, when theres a tsunami or an earthquake or a landslide and then? Although I still have a lot of internal emotions Im trying to get through. People mature, change or just plain off degenerates. She may be the envy of all your friends, but cmon, dude, you know thats not a good enough reason to stay with her if the sparks just arent there. invite them. You know you need to. Ive had it with her behavior and her issues. You can ditch them completely while finding new friends. Click to opt-out of Google Analytics tracking. Its like a breakup but not as bad as a romantic one thankfully. The Friend Who Is Only Your Friend When It's Convenient. I let it go a couple times until finally, after passing on an event I really wanted to go to, and getting stood up by her, I confronted her. One of the women is going to get married soon with all that entails. And naturally we will attract new friends and even love. Yes, some of them are truly incredible. So if youre ready to make that change today and cultivate healthy, loving relationships, relationships you know you deserve, check out his simple, genuine advice. But you want a little fire and brimstone, dont you? Eventually they had a kid and moved from the city to the burbs. Pretty privilege is a thing if you arent socially awkward. She doesnt agree with me about a single fundamental thing in terms of life and priorities. Im not sure what made me stay at that point, but if I had to describe the experience it would be like when youre having sleep paralysis and are in a nightmare where you cant move and somebody is coming to kill you. The hidden manipulation that drives us crazy. If not for them, Id be alone all week and not talk to anybody. Youd rather go to a concert alone than with them. 3. I want to explain what led me to this decision and help you decide if its also the right call for you as well. Friends have fun, so if your days arent fun anymore, try being more spontaneous and dont be afraid of changes. I asked her for this she refused to meet with me. My guy friends make less appropriate comments about her highly attractive appearance. It may not be easyyou may put it offbut eventually you'll find out where you stand. It was good. They missed my fiftieth birthday this summer (out of town, supposedly, a more plausible excuse at least) and promised to go out for dinner when they got back three months ago now. The same friend that yelled at me when I was sick. Soo they end up getting smashed and i call the next morning and NONE of them wanna play football. When I'm with them If we get within 100 feet of an attractive woman my girlfriend starts giving me all sorts of mad side-eye as if Im the devil. It's sad, but people just change, or you do and it changes the dynamic. She blogs here about scratchy pants, personality disorders, and aged cheeses. I feel like shes an aggravating roommate who I got stuck with and cant wait to move out. Theyll even listen when you tell them about your boring life, and theyll act like its not boring at all. I wish I could explain to her that Id be more into being in the present if she wasnt in it. My spouse and I have been friends with another couple, Ill call them Ann and Ned, for 25 years. I feel you, Ive been there when I definitely was at fault with past friendships, but these guys are and always have been bad news and I think the only thing sticking us together was that we grew up together. Your friends create One friend is now a super party animal and pretty much only lives for parties and debauchery. I would decide to accept them for who they are, and set up the occasional crystal clear, agreed-upon plan via email so no one is confused. They were anxious parents who didnt get a sitter until the kid was almost four. Please log in OR register. My girlfriend no longer has a place in my life and she wont ever again. Even if it has nothing to do with me, she puts everything on me. As the years passed there was a shift. You dont have the same interests anymore. I then have to play the game of pretending I didnt even notice the perfect 10 who just strolled across the mall food court or walked into the store we were at. It was founded by Lachlan Brown in 2016. Yes, theres the whole thing about the diet again. They havent been good friends or keeping you on equal footing. (Yes, I unfairly assume this based on the movie. Go ahead and write to her: polly@theawl.com. If you are a guy like this, you should think about what makes you truly happy and full of joy.. Either way they're holding you back. My girlfriend could start a world war over what color of shirt Im wearing. Yes, yes, I get it: I scored a hot girl and we fell in love. Mistakes most of us make without even realizing it. Idc when they do stuff like that, they are all single and i have relationship responsibilities. Polly You have big, heavy questions and nagging doubts to share with Polly. I reported a colleague for abuse and nothing happened. I'm scared to talk with them about it bc I don't want to sound clingy or selfish, but it feels like they don't even like talking to me anymore. But others of them can be found talking in circles while riding bicycles in circles at Burning Man. I feel like Im living in a horror movie thats been incorrectly labeled as a romance film. Your friends, the ones appointed to be your port in the storm, have opted to instead push your head underwater in an effort to save themselves from drowning. Viewing 4 posts - 1 through 4 (of 4 total), This topic has 3 replies, 3 voices, and was last updated. She was in the best mood I have seen her for all year. She makes me so unhappy and I consider her to be one of the most immature and misguided people Ive ever met. My friends are self absorbed, all they do is talk about themselves, they always make me drive them around, they never come over, and I feel they constantly talk badly about me behind my back (they talk smack about everyone) On top of that, they LOVE going to clubs still and act like theyre still 18 when in reality Ive slowly grown out of that scene. And naturally we will attract new If you want to get in touch with me, hit me up on Facebook or Twitter. Me when my friends saw my crush looking at me . Start making new friends. If you've outgrown them and actually do not like the person they have become, don't bother faking it. That's important. I was socially inept for a long time and I made the mistake of believing all my friends were dumb and self absorbed but really I was the one who was dumb and self absorbed. As the title says, I don't like my friends anymore, and honestly it's killing me. Breaking out and seeking friends outside of what youve known takes effort, and people hate effort. The reason why is because I like what best means. Everyone just waits to talk. Your friends may object and ask you why youre abandoning them, or not hanging out with them, but theres not much you can do. When two people see each other and their relationship, in this light, there isn't too much they can't overcome. In fact all week i organised a big game of football to happen today. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. The level of crazy youre describing isnt necessarily a deal-breaker or you should hope its not, since youre just as crazy as she is. When things got a bit more serious I was preoccupied by everything going on and other problems with my employment that were related to COVID restrictions. I know I got to find other friends but its just hard being in a new city and not knowing anybody. You can do it! Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. Despite my long list of social media friends and my fairly hefty real-life friends, realizing I dont have any real friends was also about reflecting on my daily mood and experience. I had a strong attraction for her at first, absolutely, but it has waned, and it now disgusts me that I ever took her at face value. Appearing here Wednesdays, Turning The Screw provides existential crisis counseling for the faint of heart. All I know is, when I hear that life is short, I feel a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. Try online therapy and get 15% off from our partner. Whats this about? Men who are people pleasers tend to stay in a relationship even if there is a reason they should leave, writes Michelle Devani. It's ours. If you buy through links on this page, we may earn a small commission. Sensing a shift between you, they rather healthily stopped going out of their way to see you, but Ann still signals her interest, unfocused as it is, to continue a friendship. And I feel worse and worse. Even when Im far away from her she seems to somehow know everything Im doing. They spew out racist, misogynist remarks all day, take pictures of their muscles all day, constantly trying to involve me in heavy drugs and put me down if I say no. They seemed to us, at the time, to have it all figured out. My one biddy got married at 21 years old and she never let him do much. The last time we slept together was definitely over a month ago, but the sad thing is I dont really care (or fully remember) when it was because Im not excited by having sex with her. Unfortunately, I have been wrapped up in this frivolous lawsuit for about the last three years. No one should be subjected to abuse of any kind, especially if its brought about by a person whom you thought you could trust.. Yes, I do fart. The thought of them makes me angry. I'm just beginning to realise that I don't feel Yes, shes in therapy. Im done trying to be both. I dont joke about these things to my friends, because Im not an asshole. I wish we could be friends like before. Pearl Nash The more I hear how my girlfriend talks about me when Im not around the more I see who she really is underneath the fake surface. Last Updated October 27, 2022, 1:42 am, by Its a nightmarish, exquisitely well-crafted fable about the self-involvement and incommunicative pathology and overarching avoidance of these types. /r/Confession is a place to admit your wrongdoings, acknowledge your guilt, and alleviate your conscience. Be patient and get to mingle with new people, and again listen to what this guy/gal said! Im just lucky I have sources within her friend circle (one in particular) who lets me know about this trash-talking thats been going on. This is the Signs That Your Best Friend Hates You Secretly. I am 27, in a friendship group of five women. Go to places that interest you, whether it's the library or coffee shop. So maybe youll tell your fun new friends whats important to you. The biggest reason I dont like my girlfriend anymore is that she is really annoying and critical. Be selfish so we can devote energy to enhancement, hobbies, being interesting to ourselves. And as I said, I dont want to cheat on her: Id rather just break up than live a lie. These arent legitimate reasons for resenting your friends. 8. Ned was very sick earlier this year and we had this very touching and tearful conversation with her at the hospital. But every time I start thinking about the finiteness of it all, every time I go to the hospital and see these people who are dying or will never walk again, I suddenly have this uncontrollable urge to uproot everything I hold dear and move to Thailand or Istanbul or Sicily. If that sounds overly dramatic then trust me: you havent met my girlfriend. Or at least to be. I hid in the bathroom while my friend's dad was taking a Ive been lying about having a degree for nearly a decade. But you know what? A final reason for the breakdown in my friendships is my own tendency to play victim. I don't know what to do or what I'm truly feeling so I just needed to write it all down to try understand properly. I've tried talking to them, and I may be successful in This is why you ask, Do we just treat them as acquaintances if we see them on the street? No, that would be wrathful, like your good buddy in the sky. Aside from a job playing in the orchestra for a community college (which this is my last weekend doing), I haven't had much social interaction at all. 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The relationship with her started to take off and I thought why not?. I think you trick yourself into thinking that youre a kind and forgiving soul, but you still stew over this shit. It sucks when your friends dont wanna be active and just wanna get fucked up all the time. So saturday night i was having a night with my gf and all my buddies went to the bar. Our friends are non-religious and they seemed threatened by any aspect of spirituality transforming our lives. 1) My girlfriend is really annoying and critical. Change is inevitable, and you and your husband have probably changed since the time you first fell in love with each other. But I do expect to be with someone who I actually want to be with. Ltd. We sometimes include products we think are useful for our readers. Every single thing I do she is there I feel like my friends don't like me anymore. We realized then that they were pretty much hollow at the core and trying to fill the hole all the time with stuff they bought. He needs to work less but he cant afford to because of the money they waste. I dont enjoy them at all anymore. A place to share your favorite social skills tips, ask for advice, or offer encouragement to others on their social skills journey. First of all if you dont like them then they arent your friends. If you are hanging around people you dont feel are being true or are being fake Not only does she make fun of me to her friends, she also loves to see me have bad luck and disappointments. At first, I was really understanding, but now Im just sick of it. If you dont want to go to the Were all the way in the other side of the country. When we first got together last year I found her exhilarating: her laugh, intellect, and way of seeing the world enchanted me. Lachlan Brown 14. I fear that I am not living well enough. It would be such a relief for you. Maybe they're in between datefriends, or they're in town and need a place to crash, even though they haven't I know that one of the big changes that happened is not just their shit but me not wanting to be passive anymore. Thats when the situation started to get weird. Then, nothing. My best friend was incredibly mean to me on the trip when I went into her room sick towards the end of the trip and yelled at me to let her sleep unless I needed to go to the hospital. People should do things the way you do them. After being lost in my thoughts for so long, they gave me a unique insight into the dynamics of my relationship and how to get it back on track. Everyone in the world is half-nuts, doesnt cook enough, wastes too much money, and is looking to fill one void or another, either by seeking a personal relationship with our Lord and Savior or by memorizing the lyrics to every Pavement song ever written or by collecting antiques or by hoarding frequent flyer miles. I have been crowned heir to an empty throne of rejects, misfits, and degenerate beasts from planet sociopath. If nothing is done about deforestation. Last Updated November 25, 2022, 9:32 am, by After all, romance isnt about being some kind of high school debate team. So I feel a bit silly even worrying about anything like this. This I can absolutely promise you. Its maddening, and thats why even though I sometimes am still blown away by her beauty and the connection we used to have, I just dont like my girlfriend anymore. Maybe Ann is nuts and maybe she isnt. Maybe she shouldnt waste so much money. So I said nothing. Do we just treat them like acquaintances if we meet by chance? The things that you once found adorable those small little eccentricities the funny sound she makes when she laughs, the way she never gets your sarcasm, her habit of constantly questioning everything, her emotional outbursts they have begun to bother you. After nearly a decade of friendship, I let a few of my closest friends go at the end of 2019. Pearl Nash The signs are obvious. Dear Polly, I feel upset and disillusioned by how my old friends behave toward me. The point is, we celebrate these people, many of whom are crapping into holes in Third World countries precisely because they cant stand ordinary first-world peoples and cant envision themselves living in any kind of non-exotic society. This can mean that your best friend is avoiding you because he/she does not like you anymore. I love writing practical articles that help others live a mindful and better life. Or tossing back beers in Prague, regaling strangers with the intestinal troubles they encountered in Nepal. Sometimes the most empowering thing you can do in a toxic relationship is said goodbye and get on with your life. They were my only friends during high school. they honor the history between you in spite of the distance between you. Our article on what to do if you dont like people may help if you struggle to accept and understand others. One thing we must accept about life and that it is 100% certain is "change.". Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. I guess it would be funny if I found her cute. Would love your thoughts, please comment. Sometimes it sounds funny. The second major reason I dont like my girlfriend anymore is that she makes me feel like shit about myself. Originally I was my own defense. But whats weird is she wants to act like were still friends and make plans to make plans, that sort of thing, but without any follow through. If Im not hiking up mountains in Bhutan or being a fire-breather with a traveling carnival, am I really making the most of this short life? Maybe youll give your new friends husband the benefit of the doubt when, stricken by Crohns or MS or whatever, with a shorter balance of days than the rest of us, he indulges in the miso-marinated black cod from the high-end catering joint a little more often than he technically should. Ive lain awake countless nights stressing over her and our relationship and Im no longer confused about it. But my girlfriend no longer makes me feel any emotional attraction. It's about us. I have other friends but this is stressful for me and also needing the evidence or I could lose my case adds to this stress. I met my girlfriend around the start of the pandemic. If you dont want to go to the fucking family gathering, dont go! Peter, the surly god of healthy boundaries will snort in your ear. I know it seems odd. Im trapped with a psychopath and shes trying to crush my soul!. Ned has a longstanding chronic illness. Stone soup for your dark night of the soul!. Though it wouldnt drive me crazy if I didnt have to hear, simultaneously, how theyre in financial straits. If you do become friends with them later on, be sure to set boundaries that you expect them to treat you with the same amount of effort and respect that you treat them or they should expect your effort to decrease to their level or for the friendship to end altogether. You dont feel attached to your conversations. Life sure is a hoot with her by my side, as you can see. Why is a persons social obligation to their friends always the first thing to go when reconfiguring priorities? cringe when youre around them. But the feeling is just so powerful its like Im cheating myself of real life by living this happy but fairly banal existence. Another reason for the breakdown in my friendships is technology. You could be making a huge mistake and not even know it! And yes cutting friends out of your life who make you feel disrespected, used, walked on, etc., is self-care, and an important part of it. When she has a bad mood I must answer for it. Click here to read more. I have never cheated on her (yet). You've identified you don't have a good support system. They also make me think of cheating when I wasnt thinking of it. Im not really sure what the point of this post is. Ive got a problem: I dont like my girlfriend anymore. Learn to enjoy your own company and if you come across another person that you click with then don't be afraid to take their number and start a friendship! But sometimes, you dont see each other in such a long time. Im not her therapist, Im her boyfriend. Related to what I mentioned before about cheating, is that my girlfriend accuses me of doing it constantly. TikTok video from McKenna (@mckennaslaysallday465): "P.S I dont like kavan anymore okay!!!". Massive, nasty hair clumps in the drain anyone? Part of me wanted to vent. All of the drama has made me refocus my energy. Being friendless is better than being with a group of people yet still feeling lonely since you guys do not connect anymore. I feel like while everyone is kind to each other in the group and celebrates their successes and lives, I am overlooked and even ignored, often. Which proves that some recycled clichs are worth recycling. Even when we do the right thing for ourselves, and end relationships where we were disrespected and mistreated, often there is an emptiness and sadness because we lose something that in the past was pleasant at times. While that in itself isn't a friendship breaker, their new personalities are. He covers some of the major mistakes most of us make in our relationships, such as codependency habits and unhealthy expectations. I guess the split really started to open when, in the months after 9/11, we took a course on Christianity that seemed life changing at the time. I dont want to stick my male member inside an annoying roommate: would you? The thing is we must also change and adapt. You shouldnt be with anyone who makes you unhappy. 5) Loneliness was my daily reality. Click here to get $50 off your first session (exclusive offer for Hack Spirit readers), Hidden Secrets of Buddhism and How it Saved My Life, How to stop being insecure about your girlfriend, 7 steps to seduce a woman if you are a married man, 10 warning signs she is losing interest (and what to do to fix it), 16 unfortunate signs your girlfriend isnt attracted to you, 10 big signs a married man wants you to chase him, 10 reasons your girlfriend is acting distant (and what to do). Now youve just described everyone I know, except for my brother, who spends more time and energy securing free frequent flyer miles than most people spend at their day jobs. What we brought to the party was a sort of easygoingness and flexibility and a sense of fun. Try to keep talks short until they catch on to your disinterest in the conversation. Last Updated October 12, 2022, 8:01 am, by She mocks me, criticizes my efforts to find work, and like I said gloats when I fall short. When did my friends stop caring about how I feel? A reason A season Or lifetime Disclaimer that these would but be my personal interpretations, entirely. As the old saying has been spoken * A The few times I've seen him recently he's been with some girl he's talking to and reverts to making fun of me and ripping me apart to impress his new lady friend. I know it sounds paranoid but Im absolutely sure she was gloating about my bad news. I want to be a winner and I want people around me who are positive and optimistic. I don't like the party life or drinking a lot either, I'm 26 too. I would say do this simultaneously. I think the story of Hurricane Ian that people will remember is the story of people who didnt evacuate, said Jeff Johnson, AARPs Florida state director. She was to call me to let me know the date and time. When it came time for us to buy a house we ended up looking all over and buying a house in the same town as them. And there is no penalty for trying to crush someones soul (there should be). PMS that would put a medieval witch to shame? We all get it, we can relate, sure, but we stay the course and try not to confuse cultural mediocrity or laziness with malevolence or inferiority, and we try to cultivate wellsprings of generosity and creativity and wildness inside whatever thoroughly mundane environment we inhabit. Another friend took up two jobs and full time classes and barely wants to do anything or go anywhere. Anyway, they made an utterly lame excuse to not come to a picnic that I threw for my husbands fiftieth birthday. Its making you stronger, and I think it was a good idea for you to cut them loose if this is how theyve been treating you. As Ive been growing older, Im 26, my best friends have slowly been getting on What do you like to do? I finally outgrew them. I am now committed to befriending myself because the choiceis up to me to be the friend I seek. I know it's so hard to make friends and put yourself out the when you're depressed, but this is a good start. We were added to family parties because neither of them got along with their families and we did our best to be social lube even though it wasnt exactly fun for us. Dont get drawn into any drama if your mutual friends get upset. If you decide that the best thing for you is I stole poptarts from my highschool cafeteria daily. Im ready to say screw it to all the social expectations and ideas that other people have about my girlfriend. 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